F**K U .... !! is what i keep shouting to myself.... life gives me plenty of options and still time and again i go and ,as if i am on a suicide mission , pick for myself a person who is d most unreliable.... already given to someone else and all the crap.....

then y do i come in between them and ruin my mind and thus my life for such guys .............. y do i attach myself to them and start expecting them to be mine ........

cause they give me time and attention and all that i want in a guy to have ... sensitivity ........

its like either i be alone ..locked n caged n shut myself from them all.... or keep on taking risks and become a mad person at the end of my life .............

it took me million days to recoup from that shit and here again i am entering another phase which is nothing but a photocopy of the original script.